your armor will not fit me,

although fine it's suiting you.



anyway.
i saw him last night.
it was okay.

he's sort of gone back to his norm.
i mean, he wasn't not nice.
but he wasn't nice nice either.

i guess that's okay.

though i did prefer it when he was acting like he was in love with me.
he's actually being sort of weird now.

when i asked him if he wanted to hang out he totally "maybe'd" me.
i was aghast.

i don't really know where to go with things right now.
or if i should even be the one to do anything.

i'll just let him come to me.
that's my fallback plan pretty much every time.
and it normally works out.
it certainly can't end in rejection since it requires not putting myself out there.

maybe i shouldn't be so afraid of that.