so um, hi and stuff

i make a lot of blogs.
i've lost count of how many i have had.
i'm going to estimate about thirty.

i don't really know why i do this.
i guess, i just keep searching for somewhere i can be fucking honest.
it's gotten better.  i'm more direct in the ones people i know actually read.
but it's not the same.
i'm still vague.

so, i think i'm just going to use pseudonyms.
it'll be all secret-like.
and i can say whatever the fuck i want because first of all, it's unlikely anyone will ever read this.
and second of all, if they do.  the names will be changed, to protect the innocent and all that jazz.

so, hi.
my name's hazel.
except that it really isn't.
but we can pretend.