oh manz.

so, i don't really know what's going on with him.
but, i think it's good.

i haven't seen him in like a week.
which is lame.

but he calls me and texts me in the meantime.
which is something he did not do before.

and it's kinda neat.

i'm still so confused about it.
because really, i don't want a relationship.
but at the same time, i want him.

basically, i think i want to live with him so we can hang out all the time.
because he's hilarious.
but not have any rules regarding seeing other people.
an open relationship, i guess.

even if i didn't date anyone else, i'd be fine with it if he did.
it takes the pressure off.
and everyone's happier overall.

this may be a terrible idea.
but eh, we'll see.