the world is riddled with maggots.

the maggots are getting fat.



i think i want to be skinny.
i mean, everyone wants to be thinner.
but i'm talking like, emaciated.

i think it might be cool.
i was a twig when i was little.
twice as tall and half as wide as other kids my age.
it was awesome.

so, i know it's possible.
i'm not like genetically inclined toward a linebacker build.

well, all of my cousins are pretty much amazons like i am.
but thinner.
and they look pretty awesome.
so, i should try.

i've been losing weight.
i just need to figure out how to hurry it up a bit.
i also need to go that stupid gym i still pay for.
but it's so far away.
i will though, i want to be toned.

i need to be skinny before i hit 30 so i can start gaining a pound every few years once i hit 40 in order to ward off wrinkles.
yes, i do plan these things.
and yes, i know it's sort of nuts.


ps, things with him are good i think.
i don't really have enough to say to warrant an entry.
so i won't try.