your actions have spoken

much louder than your words.



i don't want to be old anymore.
i'm 23 now.
wtf?

when did that happen?

can't i just go back to being 17 and stay there?
or is the fact that i genuinely want that as sad as i think it might be?

i don't want to grow up anymore.
i don't want to be an adult.
i don't want to work my ass off every damn day.
i don't want to pay bills.
i don't want to get married.
i don't want to have kids.
i don't want to get wrinkled.
i don't want to get grey hair.
i don't want to die.

this sucks.